Butterfly

always thought I was hard to love
Wanting to to vulnerable with you was when I realized
I am easy to love but difficult to allow myself to let go
To allow you show me what I deserve
Accept the kindness and vulnerability you represent
That is my weakness
The freedom I so want is the same thing that pulls me away
The heartache I feel is not your fault
But mine
Not knowing how to love you back the way you deserve I choose to push you away not accepting you
Making that my weakness
A hopeless romantic who cannot identify what true love is

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