I came to you with a heart full of knowledge of the fact that I wanted to be challenged by you
I could not have imagined the depth of emptiness you filled without knowing it there
The peace that captured my heart was imaginable  in this time where I had given up on the hope of safety
I did not have butterflies cause there was assurance of the love in your touch,  actions and words
This was so effortless like I had thought it would be and yet felt a dream

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