Life and Literature

always thought I was hard to love Wanting to to vulnerable with you was when I realized I am easy to love but difficult to allow myself to let go To allow you show me what I deserve Accept the kindness and vulnerability you represent That is my weakness The freedom I so want is the same thing that pulls me away The heartache I feel is not your fault But mine Not knowing how to love you back the way you deserve I choose to push you away not accepting you Making that my weakness A hopeless romantic who cannot identify what true love is

Looks like am looking for love in all the wrong places then again you said you loved me too So am inclined to believe I got found my strength did not meet your weakness and your weakness did not meet my strength either This life has taken us through a lot of phases I have decided to be matured for us Leaving behind the fault and blame in my meekness Difficult though it may be it is the difference between us that builds us up Since I don't have the love I thrive on the pain With out that I have nothing